Tantrum

I'm going to throw  little tantrum here. You were forwarned.
Tomorrow is my birthday and I really want to go volenteer with my friend at the local animal shelter. We were all set and I had already signed up (they don;t like it when you sign up then cancel) when she calls me texts me and backs out. Now I love said friend but I was a bit miffed. I feel bad thinking it, in fact I feel like a spoiled bitch but it's kinda my birthday and she had asked previously if this was what I wanted to do and commited then bailed.
Now it's not a big deal because I still want to go even if she isn't but if I'm going alone I was goingto help with the cats because she hates them and wont come with but I signed up for the dogs and now I'm stuck with it. Oh well it's for a good cause.
The other thing that bothers me is that I have soccer practice tomorrow too and I don't hate practice I just don't want to go on my birthday. My dad's logic is that since I just missed a week of kick arounds (just getting together and scrimmageing) then one day of try-outs I have to go. But I knbwo my dad and I'm pretty sure if I had gone to everything he would still make me go to this practice. Oh, and the reason I missed practice was because I was in florida. This is a club team not a school team which would be completely different and I understand that. I just wished that I didn't have to go to practice...one my birthday....when I don't want to.

My Twisted Mind

Do you ever look at something and think something completely random? Most people will say yes, as will I. But one of the most random things that keeps poping into my head recntly is zombies. I will be driving a night with out anyone else and think this whole road will be cracked and overgrown after the zombie apocolapse. I don't know why but these things really do pop into my mind. I was crossing a bridge and i thought the same thing, the bridge wold become unstable and break making it necessary to find an alternate way across.

Another thing in regard to zombies I think of is whether or not I wouuld survive the initial zombie outbreak. i would love to say yes but unless I had people like the terminator or Bruce Willise on my side I'm pretty sure I would become a zombie or die...or both. One book I really liked which delt with the zombie apocolapse was Rot & Ruin I thought it was well written and the sequel was alos good. Completely recomend it.

So, how would you survive the zombie apocolapse?

Fate

Fate is weird. It kinda remind me of a paradox, for example... "If fate means for us to be together then we wil be" -so you're not going to try because if it was fate it would work out but if you had never heard of fate and you tried then the relationship would work out so sometimes you people wold be fated to be together if you hadent used fate as an excuse not to actully try. And it's not just relationships, it's everything . I order to get something most people have to work for it. Unless you're one of those people who gets everything.. like Barbie, that bitch.

But the there's that Biblical fate too. Where everything is set until the end of time and God can change it if he wanted. Well first off God gave mankind the freedom to choose and which also means the have the freedom to try. A lot of times christians (I am one so don't get all uppity) will say well God dodn't give me a job so it must be impossible. No, maybe if you got off your fat ass, stoped drinking beer and actully applied somewhere instead of sitting around waiting for someone to come to your trailer home door you would have a job. God might help but he doesn't do all the work.

Whoever knows who is in this picture is officially my new best friend

Too Corny

Real convo between my dad and I
Me: *Shucking corn*
Dad: Thank's for helping make dinner
Me: aw shucks it was nothing
dad: I'm glad your 'ear
me: without me this could turn into a hairy situation
dad: some silk joke I cant remember
me: that last one gave me a kernel of doubt
Joe: I can't believe you two

What's sad about this conversation is my dad and I do this all the time. Once it was catagorizd on fish, it went on forever. We are those people wo enjoy awful puns and try to throw them into every conversation we can. Has anyone else had realy punny convos wit others? I saw a great one about the ocean and used quite a few of them in the fish conversation with my dad. Feel free to put some of your favorites in the comments section

Ghosts

I was just wondering how many of you believe in ghosts. I'm not talking about the kind that hide under the bed (unless you count that little girl from the sixth sense) but rather the what he hell is making the creepy noises and moving things around in my house. I personally have never had a ghostly encounter but I know many people who have and it freaks me out.
Quite recently some friends and I were swapping ghost stories on of which involved a ghost of a loved one who would give money to his living family. Now after my friend told us this story (it was much longer and there was more to it, but it's not my story to tell) she walked to her car. No big deal she does it everyday after all but sitting on her dashboard she found a penny. Now your probably thinking whatever don't you ever have random change in your car? But this was on the pasenger side and she hadn't had anyone riding in her car recently. Also it was the first thing she notice when she got in the car. If it was there before she would have noticed it before. The whole situation was rather unerving and while the spirit was suppost to be a friendly relative, we were all rather shook up. I just thought I would get other people's thoughts on the supernatural and otherworldly.

Prom

So yesterday was prom and it wasn't bad but it wasn't everything I dreamed of and more. At first I wasn't going to go because I didn't have a date but then suddenly all my friends were going (even the single ones) and I felt really left out. So I ended up going and I think it was th edate factor that brought me down. It's not as if I sat in the corner alone, my friends incorporated me and I danced but there was also some really adorable couple moments that kind of made my heart break. In the end I was glad I went and I think I would do it again given the chance but just didn't live up to expectations.

    But hey no one got coated in pigs blood.

The Secret is Out

After my last little pitty party I thought I would show you something I thought was quite humorous.